Safety

8 years of my life gone, but at least NOW I understand.

About 8 years ago, I walked out leaving my key on the table and just had my work bag on my shoulder. No car, so I walked. And walked.

I left because I couldn't let any harm come to someone I loved so greatly. I couldn't do it. So I left to protect him. And found myself laying on the ground with a pillow and quilt from the church.
Begging.
To.
Die.

At that point I was homeless. No where to go. No one to turn to that would really understand what I was dealing with. No real way to feed myself or take a shower. And no clothes except what I was wearing.
Yeah, it felt pretty bleak. I was certainly at the lowest I had ever been in my life.

And it was unbearable. I was/am so incredibly sensitive! I just remember bawling until I was shaking....and then I went numb. I went numb. The numb was actually blissful in that moment because then I didn't have to feel all the pain and the fear.

Life went on and things changed, gratefully.
Only that numbness stayed as a program running in the background, like an automatic thermostat. Whenever I got too close to succeeding, or getting to a good point again, the numbness came back in one way or another.

So many mornings I would wake up with this heavy feeling and couldn't figure out why.
My life is good. I have an incredible relationship most only dream about. I'm living my purpose out loud and helping people. We've got a comfortable home and a getaway spot. I've got a brand new car. But the numbness program continued running in the background to keep me safe.

Until yesterday.

You see, not only do I hold space for others with this incredible frequency work, but I use it myself.
This weeks freedom frequency was around safety. Shocker, right?
Um yeah. So this stuff works.
Because today, I did not wake up with that numbness.

Now it is gone, where will I be able to take my work forward? How many more people will I be able to help through their own fears to shine their light more?
It's no longer holding me back.
What's holding you back?
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The Freedom from Fear for Lightworkers Frequency Work Program may be your ticket to freedom...

​SHINE BRIGHT.