It just continues to amaze me how spirit has opened my eyes.
One day I am seeing my mother-in-law and hearing her in French, and then my aunt who I was relatively close to when I was young. BOTH who have passed years ago.
And then I'm given a vision about how my life is changing and will continue to change. And you know what? It is happening like they have told me.
When I started channeling years ago, I had a hard time accepting what they (my guides) were telling me.
For awhile, I chose to shut off the channeling gift because I felt I couldn't trust it and didn't want to feel like a fool. Yet now, looking back at what they told me, and how it has come to pass, I now feel like I need to study what they've told me to better prepare.
I think when I chose to stop channeling, it stopped my progress. It took awhile to allow myself to open back up. But Spirit is patient and when the time came again to open up again, there was no judgement. Just me kicking myself for losing the time in this case a bit over a year!
There is no pushing or judgement. Just gentle reminders and this deep rooted feeling in me to grow.
Like the story in the bible about the still small voice... wasn't in the earthquake, or the fire, but the quiet whispering voice (1 Kings19:12).
Who am I that I am able to speak with those in spirit, or with guides, or with Jesus himself?
I now realize how many guides I have around me. I have one to help with my business, I have one to help with mediumship, one to work with me with readings. This is in addition to my main guide who is like my 'right hand.' Always there at the ready to help.
But I have to remember to ask. They will not interfere with our free will. It's like going to a restaurant and expecting the chef to know what you want to eat without you giving any indication that you are even hungry! What do you want? Then place your order.
Pamela talks about her journey through the messages given to her...all the doubt and worry that comes with the responsibility for the gifts given. Which in itself is ironic if you read the channeling from January 25, 2012!