On May 22, 2012 I received this message:
Me? I'm just Pamela, who am I to be given this role...this HUGE role?
Can you say "scared?" That's what I was.
Well, after I started believing it that is. I mean, who would have thought that I...um.... WOW. That's all I could think about for days. And THEN came the message that explained why all of my current clients were cancelling appointments right and left... (as I was re-reading this, "scared" came out as sacred...interesting!)
Then on May 31, 2012 I received this one:
Ok, the first thing I had to do was research who Raziel was. I should have guessed it; he's an archangel known for clairvoyance (clear seeing)! And he wasn't kidding either.
For the next three weeks straight, I could hardly stay up out of bed for more than 5 hours at a time. But I still had my life to live and laundry to wash, food to cook, dishes to wash, kids to run to their respective places. AND try to find a way to get this all done without a paycheck since I was told to sell my prior business last year. I'm tired of going to the food shelves, and having to lean on the church for food for my family.
When is this struggling going to end?
Pamela talks about her journey through the messages given to her...all the doubt and worry that comes with the responsibility for the gifts given. Which in itself is ironic if you read the channeling from January 25, 2012!