THE Message that CHANGED my life...

On May 22, 2012 I received this message:

"I am the Archangel Raphael. I am here to help you to learn to heal. I am here to let you know you are not alone at all and there are many here to offer their services to you as well. I come to give you new energies used to heal.  What I can tell you is that you are no ordinary healer and that you will go to many places. Eleven different countries in the world will know your name and learn from you this healing frequency. This is different from the frequency. This is far beyond what is yet on the planet at this time. you will carry this gift."

Me? I'm just Pamela, who am I to be given this role...this HUGE role?  Can you say "scared?"  That's what I was.  Well, after I started believing it that is.  I mean, who would have thought that I...um.... WOW.  That's all I could think about for days.  And THEN came the message that explained why all of my current clients were cancelling appointments right and left...  (as I was re-reading this, "scared" came out as sacred...interesting!)

Then on May 31, 2012 I received this one:

"Hello Pamela, it is I Raziel. You cannot have the appointment today while your eyes are adjusting to the work done. It is like stirring the pudding before it is set, must let it set or it won't take as well, and there will be ripples. Give yourself a rest today. Do not try to see beyond your human abilities. Rest, relax and enjoy the quiet and time, because soon it will not be the case. You will have client after client after client looking to you for help. You will understand more in the coming weeks what I mean. You will be in much demand, and you will get tired. Yes too much of a good thing, so beware of going all out to help just one more person as in the long run you will fall short. Take this time to rest and relax because it will soon be coming to an end."

Ok, the first thing I had to do was research who Raziel was.  I should have guessed it; he's an archangel known for clairvoyance (clear seeing)!  And he wasn't kidding either.  For the next three weeks straight I could hardly stay up out of bed for more than 5 hours at a time.  But I still had my life to live and laundry to wash, food to cook, dishes to wash, kids to run to their respective places.  AND try to find a way to get this all done without a paycheck since I was told to sell my prior business last year.  I'm tired of going to the food shelves, and having to lean on the church for food for my family.  When is this struggling going to end?